Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Here She Comes...


At All Risks


It's About Your Whole Being


Perseverance: The Race Set Before Us


 

“Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,”

Hebrews 12:1

Gaman is a Japanese term of Zen origin which means "enduring the seemingly unbearable with patience and dignity". The term is generally translated as "perseverance" or "patience."

And, within Scripture, this principle is, indeed, a faith focal point.

“... we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience. And patience, experience; and experience, hope:”

Romans 5:3-4

“For ye have need of patience, that, after ye have done the will of God, ye might receive the promise.”

Hebrews 10:36

I don’t know about your physical education experience when you were a kid, but my class always participated in the annual presidential physical fitness test.

Is anyone out there groaning yet?

As part of that test to assess kids’ fitness levels, things like pushups, sit ups and pull ups were measured. But the thing which caused me the most dread- and the least success- was the 600 yard run.

Now, is anyone out there groaning?

If you’re not familiar with this test, let me break it down. It required some hyped up kids running around the football field twice to measure their personal stamina and speed. Doesn’t sound too bad, right? Perhaps, if you’re a long distance runner, you wouldn’t sweat the field one bit. But, for me, year after year, I feared it, anticipating the worst possible outcomes: face plants, side aches and of course, coming in last.

And, sure enough, each time I ran this race, clumsy me would surface as I endeavored to complete the run. I’d start out, running fast, with my blue Nikes pounding the grass. Sometimes, at the start of the race, I’d even think, “this isn’t so bad.”

But reality would show up soon enough.

Eventually, one by one, the other kids would pass me. “Everyone else” seemed to finish as a herd, in a timely fashion, while I was the one stray loser, stumbling to the finish line. And, as I crossed that finish line (if that’s what you want to call it), the other kids laughed at me.

It was further confirmation I was subpar. And it impacted my life, into adulthood.

 I repeatedly set myself up for failure. How? I required perfection of myself. Whether it was by procrastination, eating disorder behaviors or unrealistic expectations from ever- changing achievements, the core focus was still unrealistic and harmful perfection. It’s one I’m still working on to this day.

Indeed, part of my definition of perfection involved “getting it” quickly. I felt I never caught on to something “everyone else” seemed to automatically pick up with no problem.

How’s that for a tidy little lie?  Comparing ourselves against others is dangerous. We lose sight of ourselves.

Runners are often instructed not to look at their fellow competitors when they’re in the middle of a race. Why? Is it some savvy intimidation strategy? No. Simply put, it’s to keep the runner from getting distracted, so he/she won’t face plant into the ground because he/she isn’t paying attention to where he/she is going.

Lesson: run your own race.

“…let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us.”

Hebrews 12:1

Easier said than done? Yes. But is it achievable? Yes, it is.

It’s not because we’re perfect. It’s not even because we’re fast. Some of us pick up things at a slower pace.

But it’s about continuing the race, at whatever speed you and I find ourselves running-or walking-or crawling. It’s about the Gaman concept of two words, “keep going.”

“I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favor to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.

Ecclesiastes 9:11

There are times in our lives when it appears no movement is happening. No one is immune from these setbacks. Each of us is subject to “time and chance,” like Ecclesiastes tells us.

However, like Reverend Charles Spurgeon once stated, “By perseverance, the snail reached the ark.”

Do you feel like a snail, like you’re losing your own race? Where are you looking?

Ponder the path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be established. Turn not to the right hand nor to the left: remove thy foot from evil.”

Proverbs 4:26- 27

For every race you’ve participated in, football field or no football field, Elohim is running with you.

“For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him...”

2 Chronicles 16:9

That includes the race of recovery. It is an ongoing marathon. Therefore, within that context, 2 Chronicles’ use of the word “perfect” doesn’t mean “perfect” at all; it means focused on our Divine Source.

That’s the real challenge, isn’t it? We’re called to persevere in our lives for the Most High, however imperfectly that may be.

 “…let us run with patience the race that is set before us.”

Hebrews 12:1

Indeed, we need look no further than to that of our own Messiah. His excruciating death exemplifies the endurance.

“... the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

Hebrews 12:2

Pain, trauma, recovery, self-improvement, goal setting and a healthy perspective and relationship with both ourselves and our God all require we run the race of perseverance. There are no shortcuts. But the rewards? They transcend the spiritual, touching our physical, emotional, mental and imperfect selves.

And they all contribute to our unique, personal and triumphant finish lines.

But we need to begin running our race. Movement starts within the spirit and spreads through our persevering feet.

The victorious race is meant for you; start running it now.

Copyright © 2017 by Sheryle Cruse

 

 

 

Celebrating Our Peculiar Selves


 

Scripture tells us we are to be a peculiar people:

“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

1 Peter 2:9

And, most of the time, that doesn’t seem to stack up well against our limited definitions of beauty.

 Yes, we have opened up more variance with image, reflecting multicultural, unique features. Still, we often seem to like to fall back on what is widely known, accepted and comfortable. Ergo, for example, tall, thin, blue eyes, blonde hair, on Caucasian skin tones.

Yet, scripture, once again, gives us a blanket assessment of our value and yes, our inherent beauty:

I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made…”

Psalm 139:14

There are no qualifiers; there is no preference given concerning a hierarchy.

“…‘God is no respecter of persons.’”

Acts 10:34

There is only the definitive assurance we are spectacular.

I like Charles Bauderlaire’s statement on beauty.

“Beauty always has an element of strangeness...simple, unintended unconscious strangeness which gives it the right to call it beauty.”

Beauty transcends cultural image. It’s about the surprise element. It’s about the unusual, the rare, that thing we cannot put our finger on which attracts us. The “je ne sais quoi” of it all.

We don’t appreciate that “je ne sais quoi” element nearly as much as we should. Yet, come on. The Most High, in all of His Glory, revels in that enigmatic concept.

And we are made IN His Image:

“So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.”

Genesis 1:27

Each of us needs to challenge the beauty definition presented to us.

What are the judgments in that definition?

What are the restrictions?

The entitlements?

The punishments?

There’s more going on concerning the question/statement of beauty, a/k/a, acceptance, than just an aesthetic.

The Most High created beauty, certainly. But He didn’t create it to be a weapon used against His Creation.

Sadly, we are the ones who do that.

In this world, it seems we cannot avoid the power of the beauty image. It exists as a money maker, a political tool, an oppressive weapon and unfortunately, yes, a teacher of lies...

“What profiteth the graven image that the maker thereof hath graven it; the molten image, and a teacher of lies, that the maker of his work trusteth therein, to make dumb idols? Woe unto him that saith to the wood, Awake; to the dumb stone, Arise, it shall teach! Behold, it is laid over with gold and silver, and there is no breath at all in the midst of it.”

Habakkuk 2:18-19

And all of these factors are to the detriment of anyone deemed “peculiar,” in any way.

We need to look beyond the surface of image, beauty and appearance.

“Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.”

2 Corinthians 10:5

What do those things truly mean to and for us?

And, while we’re searching, we would benefit from keeping another helpful scripture in mind on the subject matter:

“And God saw everything that he had made, and, behold, it was very good...”

Genesis 1:31

The determination is “good,” no matter if it...

...is strange...

...is unfamiliar...

...is different...

...is unexpected...

...is unlike the accepted image definition of the culture and time...

...is peculiar...

Again...

“And God saw everything that he had made, and, behold, it was very good...”

Genesis 1:31

We need to get over ourselves already.

We need to stop clinging so tightly to some mandated, unrealistic, unhealthy image definition of what makes us beautiful, valuable, acceptable and “enough.” We are all of those things inherently. Nothing needs to be added.

Instead of punishing what isn’t “cookie cutter” about us, what if we celebrated it?

I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made…”

Psalm 139:14

That’s a celebration worth attending.

Copyright © 2017 by Sheryle Cruse