When I was a kid, I was obsessed with
the toy ads which ran in between cartoons. As an only child, coming from a
dysfunctional, abusive home, I learned early on to look outward for answers to
personal happiness. And toys seemed like a great option.
So, you could find me, plopped in
front of the television, every commercial break, declaring, “I want that!”
I had no idea at the time I was fully
engaging my unhealthy and self-destructive addictive tendencies. I just wanted
a certain doll or game.
It has been, however, years later that
I see how subtle the coveting issue starts the addictive process. Spiritually,
we can believe the distortion if we get a certain fix, then we’ll finally be
happy.
And so we obsess; we covet. And
spiritually that’s a dangerous practice.
The objection of our
affection/obsession grows larger and larger until it’s all consuming. Before
long, we do anything and everything to possess it.
“But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away
of his own lust, and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives
birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.”
James 1:14-15
James 1:14-15
We lie. We steal. We sink to all
manner of depravity. The only thing, we determine, to be of importance is “our
thing.”
And God is supposed to fulfil that role.
“‘I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of
Egypt, out of the land of slavery.
You shall have no other gods
before me.
You shall not make for yourself an image in
the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters
below.’”
Exodus
20:2-4
Unfortunately, our addictive
tendencies lie to us, convincing us that, in the context of our chosen desires
and obsessions, God won’t come through. We have found our answer and only that answer
will satisfy, comfort and help us.
Yet scripture again gives us a wakeup
call about our idols (addictions):
“What
profiteth the graven image that the maker thereof hath graven it; the molten
image, and a teacher of lies, that the maker of his work trusteth therein, to
make dumb idols? Woe unto him that saith to the wood, Awake; to the dumb stone,
Arise, it shall teach! Behold, it is laid over with gold and silver, and there
is no breath at all in the midst of it.”
Habakkuk
2:18-19
Part of what is so dangerous about
idolatry when it comes to addiction, is that we look to something which never
had any power to help us in the first place. In fact, it has incredible
potential to harm us if we continue
chasing and partaking in it. Drug addiction, alcoholism and eating disorders
can destroy, among countless things, our health and can literally kill us.
Gambling, shopping and sex addictions can also damage our health, as well as
our relationships, finances, careers and identities.
And spiritually, the damage is rampant
as, believing the lies more and more of what is important in our lives, we
become more distant from God.
And He wants connection with us...
“...How often would I have gathered thy children together,
even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!”
Matthew 23:37
“Since you were precious in my sight… I have loved you…”
Isaiah 43:4
“The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying,
Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness
have I drawn thee.”
Jeremiah 31:3
“We love him, because he first loved us.”
1 John 4:19
He wants to satisfy us, beyond
anything temporary or imperfect...
“For he satisfieth the longing soul,
and filleth the hungry soul with goodness.”
Psalms 107:9
That’s what’s going on here. Our
longing souls are misdirected: our minds, our wills and our emotions. Our
longing souls are created by God; only He, therefore, can meet those needs and desires.
So, when you and I say, “I want that,” what
does that really cry out for? It’s time we turned our attention and direction,
however flawed and ravaged, to the true Source of every longing ever
created.
Let’s take a tiny step closer to stating and
living, “I want GOD!!!”
Copyright © 2016 by
Sheryle Cruse
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